Well folks it appears that another cousin in New Haven died last night, he just had a heartattack and died. So at this moment I am preparing for a very long road trip with my mom. It is kinda odd dealing with the fact that my ex-boyfriend and I are helping one another through the death of the same family member. He was both of our cousin. Although he was mine only through marriage. I guess I should make it a little clearer. 1/2 of the marital united that made us 'related' has past. He was my cousin's husband and part of the ex's bloodline. And this happened on the evening of another cousin's funeral. So needless to say both of our families are up in CT losing it right now.
Please send prayers for peace of mind, courage and understanding to my/our families. My cousin leaves behind-a wife and 3 kids. One of which, the 11 year old girl, responeded to the whole situation by saying...'I am just going to be strong cause I know that is what my father would want. I just wish I knew why it had to be my daddy.' Talk about my heartbreaking all over again.
Anyhoo, I have no idea how long I will gone. But those who really need to reach me know how. Thanks in advance for your love.